about love

Not that I can't forget you, it's just that I don't know how to forget you.. no reason for me to still miss you .. because I'm sure, no reason for you to still remember me here ..

I am sure one of you, it all will not change anything for the better again .. I really love you, want you but that was all I could never happen without God's destiny .. I sincerely would you for anything else, but that does not mean I stop loving you, someone who can melt me with all your lies..

Look at me without you looking at me as a beautiful woman .. Look at me without you looking at me as sexiest woman .. look at me as I am .. that is not pretty and not sexy .. because love is not just about beauty .. but that love is to accept a loved one under any circumstances without having to change anything ..

I'm guilty because I already love you .. I'm guilty because I allowed you to get into my heart .. and I'm guilty because I was expecting more than anything .. now I just want to fix all my mistakes and I'll try not to repeat the same mistake ..

How can I say, "I've been able to forget you" .. how can I say that I already do not love you anymore .. wish once I could do it all without me having to consider again .. I'm tired of going to you all .. However, my heart still can not do it all .. because until now, I still love you ..

The only reason why I can still survive until today is my family .. they are the best I ever had .. they are places where I can laugh loud .. they are places where I can share stories about anything .. when I was sick, they are always there .. when I was belittled, they never run away .. because they are everything to me ..

I have everything that can not be owned by someone else .. I have family that I appreciate more than anything .. I have family who can guide me towards a good way .. because the family is a place where I can get together .. eat together .. and laughing together ..